Thursday, April 30, 2009


frankly, truthfully speaking, i'm sick of STALKERS. i'm done wif their attitudes. there's a difference between stalking and browsing. yup, i believe that every mankind is a stalker. u stalk to know details about people u love, like, adore or even hate. but there ought to be a limit and border of stalking so that people wont get annoyed or disgusted by your own stupidity.

to these stalkers, can u just keep ur a** away from me?? mind ur own business coz i dont gv a single damn to it! i hv the right to live my life the way i want it to be. so plz stay off my zone. coz i dont interfere yours. i dont even care to stare at it.

p/s: to people who keep on stalkering me (u know who u are), i WARN u to immediately put a stop to ur job. coz if not, u'll get what u wish for when the cat really goes out from a bag.

notorious me,
shafura onn.

Monday, April 27, 2009

mad world

my life seems to be in haywire for the last couple of weeks and to find happiness in the bunches of mad-and-dark-ness isnt an easy task. nevertheless, life isnt a life if u dont hv probs. if u dont hv challenges. if u dont encounter pains. coz life isnt always a bed of roses.

i was reading a newspaper when i spotted this awesome guy. he's adam lambert, future AI of season 8 ( i hope so). since the tv on my floor doesnt reach singapore's channels- ranging from tv5, tv8 as well as suria, so i cudnt watch the programmes served by those entertainment getaways. anyhow, i know i luv him since the 1st time i saw him on papers although its title was a lil bit like this "can a gay win the competition?". honestly, i was hoping that it was just a rumours but what else could i say when i found him kissing with a guy in several pics accumulated in the webs. if only i didnt google him. haihhh.

anyhow, i've downloaded his videos performing " a mad world " and also " tracks of my tears" and i adore both! though i know nothing about piching and those singing techniques, i can sense that his voice projection is incredible! and if its not, how could he win a standing ovation from the crowd and judges especially simon cowell? ;-)

i shud've finished reading titas by now. coz the exam is tomorrow. wish me luck!

adam lambert's fan,
shafura onn.

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

my vow!

maka saya

protege obesiti


bahawa sesungguhnya

akan menumpukan

seluruh tenaga dan usaha saya

bagi mencapai berat badan ideal

dan menjaga

pemakanan saya

serta perut boroi saya

dengan penuh kedaulatan

dan kesusilaan

berlandaskan prinsip2 berikut :

kepercayaan kepada diet
kesetiaan kepada mentor
keluhuran ketika bersenam
kedaulatan sayur salad
kesopanan dan kesusilaan...

* mucas gracias to the owner of this vow for creating a very awesome piece as well as to a gd friend of mine, EZNY, who tagged me to this. really appreciate it!

jogging in mind,
shafura onn.

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

bcoz i'm care full

if only i'm care less,,,

1. i'd not care bout what people say + think of me.

2. i'd brave of entering the exam hall without preparing anything.

3. i'd be able to YELL or SCREAM to damn folks who got me pissed off.

4. i'd have the guts to directly GIVE MY WORDS to dudes who arent respecting others.

5. i'd do things that are beneficial for myself regardless of their effects on others.

6. i'd dare to say to people if i'm not in the mood of attending them or if i'm sick of them.

7. i'd proudly make full of the phrase "let the best woman win".

8. i'd be loitering around the city alone and be back at 5 in the morning.

9. i'd turn to blind eyes and deaf ears to people who're criticizing me.

10. i'd say anything i wanna say without prioritizing people's feelings coz they never return back the favour to me.

unfortunately,,,i couldnt be more care less even after i tried to. and this resulted in many +ve and -ve consequences. anyhow, all i can say is i'm contented with things that i've had now and i'd ever live my life with this:-


certainly cant sleep,
shafura onn.

Thursday, April 16, 2009


it's 43 mins passed 2 in the evening and i'm not sure the efforts i've been putting on for my finals which about 2 days to go. and that disaster week is going to start with a chemistry paper, followed by biomath, bio, titas, genetic and kok. this time around, i can feel that i dont hv the guts to get things done-revisions. my mind isnt in the place it shud be. my body seems well but aches are actually running thru muscles and nerves. i couldnt sleep peacefully at nite which then resulted in heavy eyes to be opened during days. again, i'm not sure how much i've consumed pills-panadols as well as biogesics. my notes are scattered all over bed and table, as if tornado has just taken its place in my room. but still, i couldnt be careless. coz all i need is my good positive mood back, and if its not coming to me by the end of the day, i'm certain that laziness is gonna be all around me, plus the sickness that never leaves me alone.

and to those i didnt respond to regardless of ym or tagged or facebook, you guys earned my heartfelt apology. i'm not in the mood for everything (exception for foods though) and i didnt feel at ease at attending people coz i myself is in vain. so i'm very sorry for my notorious obnoxious behaviour (some people may think this way), and hopefully things are changing for better in time.

* i really miss my family and besties! pray for meeting soon!

sick and lazy,
shafura onn.

Thursday, April 9, 2009

venus's creatures

When a GIRL is quiet ...there're millions of things running in her mind.

When a GIRL is not arguing ... she's thinking very deeply.

When a GIRL looks at u with eyes full of questions ... she's wondering how
long you'll be around.

When a GIRL answers ' I'm fine ' after a few seconds ... she's not at all

When a GIRL stares at you, she's wondering why you're lying.

When a GIRL lays on your chest ...she's wishing for you to be hers forever.

When a GIRL wants to see you everyday... she wants to be pampered.

When a GIRL says ' I love you ' ... she means it.

When a GIRL says ' I miss you ' ...there's no one in this world can miss you more than

Life only comes around once so make sure u spend it with the right person. so...

Find a guy ... who calls you beautiful instead of hot. who calls you back when you hang up on him. who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. and wait for the guy who kisses your forehead. who wants to show you off to the world when you're in your sweats. who holds your hand in front of his friends. who's constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. the one who turns to his friends and says, ' That's her '.

hvg someone in thoughts,
shafura onn.

Wednesday, April 1, 2009

malam pesona bintang 09

here's the crime of the event.

shafura onn.