Sunday, October 30, 2011

Cliche but true

Tiada sebab pun untuk jatuh cinta.”

It sounds like damn cliché, but deep inside, I can hardly resist the truth behind the statement above.

Sometimes, you have someone who behaves like your soul mate, whom takes a very good care of you, who’s willing to go thru all sorts of troubles just to make you smile, whom eases your heart when you feel down and most importantly, whose actions and words capable to bring you to Jannah,


You ended up liking someone whom you’re totally clueless about. The one with not-my-type characteristics, whom only fit as a buddy and only know what other people know of you, the one you’re wondering if he could stand holding your secrets without letting the cat out of the bag (and maybe u don’t even share stories with him coz you don’t feel like to) and much more traits you wouldn’t want to list them down.

Jodoh itu rahsia Allah.”

It’s not that I’m ready to get married nor I now have met my other half, but it is my future and I’d be lying if I say I don’t think about it, if I careless about it. In the meantime, yes, I do crushing on someone. And I don’t know how to handle it.


I’ll never ever do a love confession (I really hope so). Because…

1. If he doesn’t feel the same way, I’d lose our friendship.
2. It is said that “if we love a person, don’t tell him, coz Allah will lessen our love towards him. Instead, tell Allah. Allah knows whom we’re destined with.”

As Muslims, qada’ and qadar (fate) is something we’re thought to have faith in as it is determined by Allah the Almighty. Hidup mati, rezeki, dan jodoh itu kepunyaan semua makhlukNya. Nevertheless, Islam doesn’t teach its followers to just sit down without doing any efforts (depend solely on fate) to achieve what we want. Usaha, doa dan tawakkal - three words that completes how Muslims should carry their duties as Caliph of the Mundane, as Allah will not change our fate if we don’t change it ourselves.

And if, we still don’t get what we wished for, always bear in mind that,

He gives what we NEED instead of what we WANT.

Who else is the perfect organizer for every single thing on the universe?

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Tuesday, October 11, 2011


Seriously, like seriously, and I'm freaking serious, that

I am very much in love with Johan Asari. But who the hell is he?

I have always loved the persona of bad boys; the face, gel-less hair, manly voice, fan of shorts or three-quarter and such.

And the best part is, when u see them wearing Baju Melayu. I bet they really sell the piece.

My Tuesdays have never been boring since Cinta Elysa kicked its ass. Only to watch him this week, I postponed my nap even though my upper eyelashes almost met the bottom ones just now.

Johan Asari, seriously, kawen jom? ;)

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Tuesday, October 4, 2011


1. I easily get fatigue nowadays. I feel old somehow.

2. Current crush: Johan Aasari aka Botak.

3. Works are piling hell up like they never exist before.

4. Days are challenging in the meantime, and I'm mentally and emotionally abused.

5. I really wanna get some break off. Pretending is freaking hard, man.

6. Shedding few pounds down sounds awesome. I just dont have the heart to do stretching and perspiring and I'm feeling lazy. Yeah. I'm soon to be a couch potato, I know. Stop telling me that.

7. I miss cycling and sitting up.

8. William is absolutely a mouth-watering restaurant. Stepping there again is a gigantic yes.

9. Current song: Someone Like You by Adele

10. Fucking bored. Tyra & Aina left Bangi for Rompin. And I'm probably the last men staying up now.

"Never mind, I'll find someone like you,
I wish nothing but the best for you too,
Don't forget me, I beg,
"I'll remember", you said,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

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