Jujur, aku penat dan stress.
200212. It was a crystal-clear bad decision.
he didn’t understand, she partially did. I guess only He knows best.
I couldn’t focus any longer. I just want to end this now.
Everyone has self-limitation, I just reached mine.
Everyone has strength, I just broke mine.
Everyone has at least a little bit of patience, even this I lost.
It’s good to challenge yourself, but I have nothing left to beat.
I couldn’t stay, I don’t even want to.
I might tear their hearts, what else could I do?
Even if I didn’t do it now, I’m sure I’ll do it later. That’s even more evil, I’m just postponing my apology literally.
I couldn’t stay, I don’t want to.
I’m sorry, for at least, now.
SO. 110412. Rompin. 2129.