i dont think i will have my previous life back,,it’s awful to be here…i really want to go back to jb and mtrx..i don want my life to be destined here..if only i can change my fate..but that’s never gonna happen..i have to be realistic.
as time passes by,i can feel that my soul is getting emptier and emptier.i hate to start a whole thing new and my days are filled with this sentence " buhsanla dok sini "…i cant describe it in words how awful it is to be here so far…i ‘m not sure if i’ve made a right decision..people told me that this is only the beginning but i don have faith in those words.all i know is i miss my family and friends..i feel like shouting out loud on top of the klcc tower!i’m so very stressful!gosh!
deep inside,i know that there are things that might change after diz.but i’m not certain if it’s going to change my concrete perception.i’m not sure if it really matters for me..i’m sceptical towards every single things here.
I’M LOST AND I’M SEEKING FOR THE RIGHT PATH TO MY NEW LIFE.
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