kvc

i was super damn stressful (i got 2 pretty pimples on my face now, thank u) for the last two weeks which ended last sunday. i got so many things to get done- revisions for exams, three lab reports, preparing as well as memorising speech, kvc, titas, pers.peljr...and the list goes on, endless. my college organized a carnival named "karnival Varia-c" and i was spotted as one of those who were in charge of karaoke corner for 3 days and the priority was on the singing competition which was held last saturday. i swear, i was really exhausted for the whole 3 days as there were abundance of stuff to be settled down.

Despite bitter incidents which shud be detached from my memory now, anyhow, there's always something acted as token of thoughts. melastik bintang was the band invited for the carnival, so as 1 of the ajk, i got the chance to mark the crime of the event.


melastik bintang


myself with the drummer of the band


i'm very relieved now. everything seems settled. from my naked eyes though. huhu



lol,
shafura onn.

a little too not over you.

i adore this song in no second after hearing it for the 1st time. for certain the lyrics really make my heart melts. luv u archuleta! ur songs are so very meaningful!

"It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why you're so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh.."



like i'll nvr understand,
shafura onn.

biomath is now an art!

they are nice,arent they? i did them during a math lecture!

last biomath lecture was indeed a boring one and i juz couldnt pay my eyes to the lcd and the lecturer as well. anyhow, i knew that i juz entered a new chapter and again, it was DIFFERENTIATION of which i've bn cursed not to understand the methods of calculating it. maybe to understand is ok but then to apply it is much more complicated. although i've bn learning it since f5, but still, it seems to be stucked in some parts of my mind, leaving it unresolved. majoring in pure bio doesnt mean i dont hv to study math and the truth is somehow too bitter to handle.

i hv so many things to be done this wk- 3 lab reports,memorising a speech,revising chem and genetics(midsem exams)...thats not to mention the titas presentation and paperwork, also persatuan pelajar's group project. plus, college carnival is just around the corner and i'm one of the ajk! can life be more considerate?? haish. i'm aware that being a VVIP isnt an easy job. (VIP= very2 important person).

i think i ought to put a stop. i cant spend my day typing shit over here. hehe =p



the V.V.I.P,
shafura onn.

attention cls!

this is how myself and clicks wud behave in a lecture hall. they suddenly became so-called attention-givers to the lectures. and as usual, i'm always the black sheep. hehe =p



lol,
shafura onn.

who moved my cheese?

dont judge a book by its cover. judge a book by its title is more like it.



though the story line of this book is rather simple, nevertheless, it is well-elaborated and its content is quite impressive. i didnt know how but it really affected myself to be motivated and since it is only the second month of 2009, so i guess it is not late for us to correct things and pick the rigth path to achieve our own new-yr resolutions. u guys still have them in ur minds rite? hehe =p

1. the more important the cheese is to u, the more u want to hold onto it.
=> in this case, the cheese means the situation u're already in. and if u're in a comfort zone, u cant seem to find the blessings of moving out of the zone when some changes take place.

2. what wud u do if u werent afraid?
=> most of the time, we humans, always think far more further than we shud. and things get worst when we prioritise bad consequences of an action rather than the positive ones. because of this nature and life norm, we are hesitating to take steps to change when changes occured. so, do something u'd think of when u're not afraid or sceptical.

3. when u move beyond ur fear, u feel free.
=> u'd feel like on top of the world when u dont hold urself from doing something resulted from a change.

4. imagining myself enjoying new cheese, even before i find it, leads me to it.
=> cheese in this case means ur goals ranging from many aspects- studies, career, relationship, etc...so step out of ur comfy territory and start exploring new things! for an instant, if u're always on the go for swimming, y dont u try abseiling instead? u'd be credited urself when success is in hands.

5. the quicker u let go of the old cheese, the sooner u'll find new cheese.
=> get over and gv a damn to ur ex who bumped u and u'll find new block/ms. gorgeous rite in front of u in no time! how can u meet new potential-to-be partners when u're only concerned bout the very same jerk person?

6. old beliefs do not lead u to new cheese.
=> recalling urself celebrating valentine's with ur already ex now dont lead u to candle-light dinner with ur new crush next door. so make a move!

7. noticing small changes early helps u to adapt to the bigger changes that are to come.
=> imagine if the currencies are not being updated everyday and out of sudden, the gov said that we are on the brick of economy downturn. cud u find ur life-savers? we have to really be aware of small alterations so that the bigs ones dont shoot us to death.


a heartfelt gratitude to Kooi,my coursemate, who lent me this book. sometimes, we couldnt see what's in front of us until someone wakes us up, alarming us to notice things we used to ignore. and this book really motivates me to alter my way of thinking so that i'd find happiness in days ahead of me. insyaALLAH.



lol,
shafura onn.

cool !

Crime: ICT CARNIVAL
venue: dewan gemilang, ukm
date : ended yesterday

i went there as athirah was looking for a camera cover and her roomate's pc mouse.
while waiting for her buying those things, this man approached me. he was from the Maxis booth. i've already noticed him after a few mins of loitering around. and i actually said this to athirah- 'cumil kn dak tuh?' haha..=p


he's cute, isnt he? hikhik

he was promoting Maxis postpaid plan to me at that time. i was interested bout it and i wanted to gv it a shot. so i decided to call my sister to ask her opinions regarding that. but she didnt allow me to exchange my prepaid plan due to some reasons. and since she's 6 yrs older than me, i listened to her (i'm a gd sister, ok?). to this Maxis boy, u earned my apology coz wasting ur time convincing me thru ur story. hehe =p


to athirah, thanx for taking this pic without my knowledge! awesome!



lol,
shafura onn.

food is a blessing.

i couldnt resist these quisines although i know that the numbers on weight scale are increasing.


tembikai special! ade nata de coco and lychees tau! huuu



mee raja- de ayam, udang, sotong, ketam! all in one!


both were damn good! i ended up hvg flu and big stomach that nite .



food hunter,
shafura onn